Tuesday, September 24, 2002

Well it has only been 2 weeks 3 days since I met what seems to be mister wonderful. The fact that I know exactly how long its been since I have known him is quite frightning. I never keep track of this kinda shit. There is this weird instiant chemistry between us that is really freaking my shit out. Something has to go terra-blee wrong to make all this seem right. I look at him and think that he is too pretty for me and lots of pretty girls would want him so that scares me. i dont like compitition and I will give up before i fight for him. if i dont give it a fighting chance then I cant really say I lost anything. but something tell me he is worth fighting for