Friday, December 20, 2002

Oh how soon it all starts to crumble apart. well i guess its better to know now that supposid mister wonderful is not meant for me. i felt like i could maybe give it more but i wanted to confirm his feeling about me and well apparently he loves me but is not in love with me. fuck me thats my fucking line i am the one who is supposed to say that kinda shit not have it said to me. it hurts like hell but i guess its better to know sooner than later. i would have really flipped shit had I really fallen